20 Years Ago...

I can’t believe it was 20 years ago.

20 years ago, I was a senior in college in southern New Jersey.

20 years ago, I was also a volunteer firefighter/EMT in my northern NJ hometown.

20 years ago, I woke up to go to class; it was a beautiful sunny day.

20 years ago, my girlfriend (now wife) called me from Atlanta and told me to turn on the TV. She was understandably worried as her brother was living and working in NYC. She couldn’t get in touch with him because phones weren’t working (he ended up being ok).

20 years ago, there was widespread fear and panic; many families were very worried, some received horrible news.

In the following days, we saw something amazing happen: People came together like nothing I had ever seen before (or have since, other than perhaps during the early weeks of the pandemic). Residents of my hometown donated items to help the WTC workers, and within days a tractor-trailer was full.

I was a firefighter/EMT at the time, and on September 15th I went with my fire company to NYC to deliver the donated items to a couple of locations in the city (in Harlem and Manhattan, but I was not at not Ground Zero). As we entered the city, we could see the smoke/dust still rising over Manhattan. A bunch of typically loud firefighters became completely silent. I usually take photos of everything, but couldn’t bring myself to take a picture of it (although it’s still burned into my brain). The drive to NYC was full of American flags and hand-written signs promoting hope and unity hanging from every bridge. People were amazingly nice to each other. I recall a large shirtless gentleman riding his bike down the middle of the street--with a huge pet snake hanging around his neck--as he cheered for our group of emergency vehicles driving by (and we were only making deliveries and doing off-site grunt work moving stuff around...and later getting my foot run over by a police vehicle, thank you steel-toed boots).

20 years ago was a sad and crazy time. Over the following weeks, several of my co-workers in EMS (LVFAS & GEMS) and the fire service ended up being sent to help out in NYC and at Ground Zero. I can’t even imagine what they, and folks who lived in the city, saw and felt in the days/weeks after 9/11. I hope you are all doing okay on this difficult day; if not, please reach out. As I talked with my 9 year-old daughter yesterday about 9/11, I became unexpectedly teary-eyed—and I wasn’t even at Ground Zero. Again, to the folks who were there, know that there is always an open ear.

9/11 sparked my interest in disaster preparedness and response. Since that time, I have become an emergency medicine physician and I also work/volunteer in disaster medicine and emergency management, and have recently taken on a state role in public health. In 2001, I could never have imagined that 20 years later I would be working as a physician in emergency/disaster medicine, during a global pandemic that has killed 654,409 Americans, while being worried about my kids at school, and witnessing the division and anger in our society. Never forget 9/11. Also never forget the hope and unity after 9/11—if only we could get some of that back in our society.

On 9/11/01, 343 firefighters, 60 police officers, and 8 medics ran toward the WTC and never returned. 20 years later, please honor them by caring for other people and promoting unity. Please. And Never Forget.

September 15, 2001, the only photo I took in NYC


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